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-Hi. My name is Jay. I moved here from Nebraska in July of '04. I was born in Sacramento but moved to Nebraska when I was in second grade. It is my home.

I sing in a band called These Words Kill and I enjoy almost every minute of it.

I am indeed straight edge and am very proud to be. Why? Because I was into that shit before then I quit, not to be straight edge, but to be healthy. Straight edge came after I quit everything because it was really the only choice that made sense and I wanted to tell people about it. I think thats what straight edge really is. Anyone could be a sober person. But not everyone will try to make his choices be someone elses. Call me a dick for tryin to push my beliefs onto other people. Sure. But why wouldn't I want other people to be sober. Why woudln't I try to get them to clean them selves up? I think thats what is wrong alot today with straight edge these days. Too many people think its a personal choice and its not. It's suppose to be a movement. It's suppose to make a big difference. Not just change how you yourself looks at things. Once again its the best choice for anyone. Not to be straight edge but to be sober.

I am really into music but it is not my life. All types. I just prefere hardcore (anytype of hardcore will do) very much. I also like gangsta rap alot. I do not live for music. It's just the best past time I know of but with out it I would not die...it would really suck though.

I am a very outspoken, close minded and judgemental person for the most part. I am not proud of it but I can't really fix it. Most people either hate me or they love me...not alot just think i'm okay.

If your looking for love with me you will probably find it because I fall. But it usually will only last about 6-7 months and then I will freak out about nothing and go crazy and break up with you for no aparent reason...I think I have a problem in that area. I would like to have a good relationship sometime just right now I know its not the right time so I will be fine with holding hands and that kind of stuff. Who knows maybe you'll be the one the break the curse.

I dont give a fuck if your emo, scene, fashion, a new jack, metal head, hip hop, tuff, dudebitch, or any other label out there. If you have your heart in the right place you'll be gold in my book. Just like any "hardcore" kid. I will fight for my friends. Wether they are right or wrong. Because in the end you are just related to family through blood with out a choice...friends you choose. The group or "scene" of kids I am involved with are the best. They have the most heart about what they do. The most passion. And thats just like me and I hope it always stays this way.

I do believe that there is one God. I know that he sent Jesus Christ as his only son to die on the cross for our sins and through Christ I will make it to heaven when I die and will have eternal life. I could live my life as a better christian but I am still proud to call myself a Believer of Christ. I have changed alot in the past year but I have changed for the better. I fully believe that I am a better person than I was a year ago and more true to myself. When I first moved out here I tried to hard to get friends so I tried to fit in...I did it well but realized thats not what I'm about and its no fun being someone your not.

That's about all. Ask if you have anything intelligent to ask.

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